February 2010
regrets
lemme figure out what to do with this.
but ive gotta tell you, i now know how u felt. and it sucks. being left hanging there sucks.
finding out uve gotten pretttty good at flirting sucks.
and i find it completely dumb
how i look forward to ur smile more and more.
so
am i just supposed to catch u between girlfriends?
or did i miss my chance completely, when i was busy ignoring you ?
tv
was watching grammys!
got to watch beyonce perform
and taylor swift get an award!!!
:D
going going IM GONNA DO ITT
i havta face life
its not good to run and hide anymore :(
and it doesnt work!!
darn it.
darn it darn it darn it.
crap crap crap.
i believe i will work this out though xD
and the tapioca today i had will definitely helpp!!
YOU!
kathycao:
crazibunni:
wait-brb:
crazibunni:
yes YOU.
yes ALL OF YOU.
stop being afraid of things changing. of things being different than it is now.
you cant stop it. IT WILL HAPPEN.
now go out there and GRAB LIFE BY THE BALLS!
i mean it
dont you DARE let life pass you by just because your afraid to look out.
take advantage of it.
just yesterday morning i wished for something to...
fifteen
me: i lke that status. at least it’s not that song u ruined for me >;/
james: which song???1,2,3,4??
me: oh that onest sitll good im talking about taylor swift fifteen
james: oh LOL
and when your pipteen thumbody tel u dey lub uu gunna veeleeveee eet
me: xDD
January 2010
BAD TIMING!!!
15 minutes. all it took for me to act dumb and feel insecure.
only this morning i wished for something to happen, and this is it i guess.
i can’t believe how it hit me like a smack in the face, sort of like a wall i just ran into.
a wall that I’ve been contemplating, avoiding, thinking about unconsciously for a while, that i finally hit.
orrr you could say it was a pole, just to...
YOU!
crazibunni:
yes YOU.
yes ALL OF YOU.
stop being afraid of things changing. of things being different than it is now.
you cant stop it. IT WILL HAPPEN.
now go out there and GRAB LIFE BY THE BALLS!
i mean it
dont you DARE let life pass you by just because your afraid to look out.
take advantage of it.
just yesterday morning i wished for something to change. it did. it happened. not the...
waking up
i dont know what to write about.
i dont want to write about how life just hits you over and over, like a ton of bricks, every. single. day. thats sort of getting old. all the school stuff is by now.
i dont want to write about my family, my inability to communicate, the things i hide deep down in my room and in my heart where no one can see them.
i dont want to write about my future, the...
“Whatever you want to do, do it now. There are only so many tomorrows.”
– Michael Landon
school
crazibunni:
its an off 6 weeks for everyone.
some more than others but please…
REMEMBER TO BREATHE AND NOT FLIP OUT
flipping out will only result in the loss of ur sanity
keep calm… an agitated calm is acceptable.
breathe… even if its on the verge of hyperventilation.
and PRAY for some sort of salvation from all this
I SUPPORT ALLLLLL of this!!! haha :] find ur inner peace people. in...
ugh
fantasy-island:
i have to get out of this weird, crazy, awful stage and move on. there’s not even a particular reason..these past few weeks have just been off weeks for me. and it sucks. i have to pull it together…i really really have to
il be praying for you <3
